Life is funny. I get inspired and get super excited then I realize that high is gonna come down because what goes up comes down. I wish I were more present. They say that’s the secret to happiness. However, I know it’s gonna happen so I do a pre-emptive strike and ruin the moment.
I guess atleast I admit I have a problem and that’s the first step, right? It’s like when I write this blog, I get inspired and think it’s the best. Then I think who the hell is gonna read it? There’s the pre-emptive strike.
I found out recently someone I’d never thought would care about my writing reads it. It blew my mind. Why can’t I just believe tons of people are reading it? Why do I kill the moment?
I guess what I am saying is life is gonna have highs and lows but let’s wait to squash the highs when the lows actually arrive.